A love I never had yet so painful,
A love I wanted so badly,
A love that hurt's so much I want to die,
A love I can't have.
The pain so unbearable,
So strong, it's making me weak,
I can't take the pain much longer,
My heart ripped to shreds,
Why does it have to be like this?
My heart,
It feels so black,
Why did you do this to me?
I loved you like nothing else I've loved before,
You made me feel whole,
Now that feeling is no more.
You were the one,
The one I desired,
The one I cared for,
The only one.
I love you, love you so much, love that burns so bright, so right.
Can't you see how I feel for you?
Can't you feel my love for you? A love that won't stop!
I love you so, so much I would do anything, anything for you,
I can't believe this love has lasted so long; so long it drives me more.
I wrote this poem just for you, only you and no one else.
I won't give up, never give up for you, the one I love so deeply.
My Darkness.
I opened myself up to you; I can't believe I was so foolish,
Foolish enough trust you with my happiness,
now all I have left is darkness, I hate this darkness so much, it keeps pulling me back, back to this dark place, I want out, though I'm not strong enough to leave this place.
This darkness is killing me from the inside out, it hurts so much,
Why, why did you do this to me?
I cared for you so much for you, so much I would've given my life to save yours.
You used my like a fool, stripped me of my soul,
I'm now in-cased in darkness because of you,
Are you happy at what you've done, done to me?
I've stripped myself
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Well I've been debating for a few month whether or not to put this one thing I wrote up, only problem is I wrote it out of anger(Heh When I'm pissed I'm pissed) and well I've got a lot of editing to do on it still and I'm still not sure if I want to post it... Also I don't want it to directly reference the person I was mad at, as I care about her more then anything so...
Anyways if you all wanna read what I'm up to, I put my blog back online so http://blog.quantumradio.net/ is the place to get that info.
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your journal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.
1. Angel City & Lara McAllen - Touch Me (Extended Mix)
2. Mobile - Out of My Head
3. Adrima - Discoland (Extended Mix)
4. DJ Peter Presta Feat. Bonse - Totally Hooked (Radio Mix)
5. Anaconda - I Hear the Sound (Club Edit)
6. Stunt - Raindrops (Extended Mix)
7. Lucas Prata - And She Said (Valentin Extended Mix)
I don't tag people, so if you w